Day 1:

I can both see why I stopped purging and why the hell did I stop purging.
One, it's horrible, makes your throat hurt, and gagging is totally unnecessary unless there's a penis in your mouth.
So, I woke up at around 2, which is great, since it means I missed both lunch and breakfast.  I messed around on the internet until dinner.

For dinner, we had salad and hamburger helper.
(for those who don't know what that is, it's a terrible combination of noddles and hamburger meat)
Fortunately, I know a couple of tips when eating that help purging later.

• Chew completely, almost disolving your food.
• Drink soda or water in between every bite.   It gets you full faster and help with getting it all up later.

Now, usually before I purged back in the day (last year) i would drink a glass of soda directly before I threw up, and it worked wonders.

So, I excused myself after dinner and took a shower, where I then proceeded to puke up my meal.  There are a couple of reasons I prefer the shower to the toilet.

• The water running of the shower covers up all of the violent gagging sounds.
• There's plenty of water to cover up the smell. 
• There's a drain to get rid of all the nastyness.

Also, if you're doing it in the toilet, the potty water has a tendancy of splashing into your face and  hitting you in the eye.  And the sink can get clogged and then you'll get ants.  (Learned that from experience)

Anyways, it was a successful day, i think.
No major injuries or anything like that.

Thoughts before I begin...

I'm not new to bulimia.
I've struggled with the disorder before, and it wasn't all too hard to get it under control.
So why am I starting up now?
I moved.
To florida.
And not the middle of it. 
The east coast, where the beach is.
And I fucking refuse, to go to the beach at my present weight.
That's why.
So, I'm ready for day one.
Should be interesting.

Hello :3

I'm Hannah.  I'm a junior in high school, and over the next few months, I'll be tracking and posting my result on the new diet I'm trying.
The bulimia diet.
I'm fully aware that bulimia is an eating disorder and that I'm putting my body and my mental health in danger by doing this, but I really don't give a fuck.
I'm not happy with who I am right now, and I'm willing to put myself in danger to change it.
Starting tomorrow, the mia diet begins.

Thanks for reading.