Day 1:

I can both see why I stopped purging and why the hell did I stop purging.
One, it's horrible, makes your throat hurt, and gagging is totally unnecessary unless there's a penis in your mouth.
So, I woke up at around 2, which is great, since it means I missed both lunch and breakfast.  I messed around on the internet until dinner.

For dinner, we had salad and hamburger helper.
(for those who don't know what that is, it's a terrible combination of noddles and hamburger meat)
Fortunately, I know a couple of tips when eating that help purging later.

• Chew completely, almost disolving your food.
• Drink soda or water in between every bite.   It gets you full faster and help with getting it all up later.

Now, usually before I purged back in the day (last year) i would drink a glass of soda directly before I threw up, and it worked wonders.

So, I excused myself after dinner and took a shower, where I then proceeded to puke up my meal.  There are a couple of reasons I prefer the shower to the toilet.

• The water running of the shower covers up all of the violent gagging sounds.
• There's plenty of water to cover up the smell. 
• There's a drain to get rid of all the nastyness.

Also, if you're doing it in the toilet, the potty water has a tendancy of splashing into your face and  hitting you in the eye.  And the sink can get clogged and then you'll get ants.  (Learned that from experience)

Anyways, it was a successful day, i think.
No major injuries or anything like that.

Thoughts before I begin...

I'm not new to bulimia.
I've struggled with the disorder before, and it wasn't all too hard to get it under control.
So why am I starting up now?
I moved.
To florida.
And not the middle of it. 
The east coast, where the beach is.
And I fucking refuse, to go to the beach at my present weight.
That's why.
So, I'm ready for day one.
Should be interesting.